tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1780058410537977838.post3220538156224399497..comments2023-11-03T08:47:31.579-07:00Comments on this girl's life: happy new yearlisalisahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03506556513672749033noreply@blogger.comBlogger2125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1780058410537977838.post-20634739219463375672009-01-04T12:43:00.000-08:002009-01-04T12:43:00.000-08:00kara, thank you so much for your insights and conc...kara, thank you so much for your insights and concerns! I am really glad to know you. It's true that i am struggling right now, but am also working really hard on my issues in therapy. I wish i could take your advice about flushing the benzos, but right now i dont think that i can. or maybe am not willing to. Maybe im just afraid to face all my issues without tthem. What i am trying to say is that im feeling really bad for seeking advice if im not going to take it. But you have given me something to think about. And most of all, i no longer feel like im alone. I do have other people who read this blog too, but they leave comments on my facebook since they arent bloggers. Anyway, thank you so much for your support. I hope i can be there for you when you need me too!lisalisahttps://www.blogger.com/profile/03506556513672749033noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1780058410537977838.post-5349139429600429482009-01-02T18:18:00.000-08:002009-01-02T18:18:00.000-08:00I'm sorry that you are having such a rough time. ...I'm sorry that you are having such a rough time. I'm glad that you are and hubby are going on this mini-vacation. Good for you that you aren't taking any benzos with you. I hope that this can be a fresh start where you can stop abusing your meds. If you are still having trouble abusing meds after your vacation, I think that's when you definitely need to tell your doctor. He will be able to help you, trust that. I need you to do something right now - take your bottle of Klonipin and flush the rest of the pills down the toilet and then call the pharmacy and cancel all refills. I know you want to recover, but you absolutely CAN'T recover while you are abusing meds. It's not possible. I know it's scary to take less anxiety pills (I've come off them before and it's scary), but you can do it. Still take them at healthy doses, but don't overdo it. You are in a vicious cycle right now because the more benzos you take, the more you need next time to get the same effect. <BR/><BR/>I'm worried about you! Please do this for you and your husband and your kids. <BR/><BR/>By the way, do you see a therapist?Khttps://www.blogger.com/profile/02777608805308517582noreply@blogger.com