tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1780058410537977838.post4521592548594892176..comments2023-11-03T08:47:31.579-07:00Comments on this girl's life: Fee-eee-eeeelingslisalisahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03506556513672749033noreply@blogger.comBlogger6125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1780058410537977838.post-43185839451715685512009-08-27T13:52:07.697-07:002009-08-27T13:52:07.697-07:00okay first of all I hope you dont have the swine f...okay first of all I hope you dont have the swine flu...that would majorly suck!!! but I LOVE YOUR ATTITUDE!!! I just wrote on a post on leaving ED and its good to know I am not alone...well fight this together...hand and hand!!<br /><br />Love you, TaraZenahttps://www.blogger.com/profile/03857291235181694200noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1780058410537977838.post-3191113779943936552009-08-27T12:31:41.677-07:002009-08-27T12:31:41.677-07:00Congratulations on changing your day into a good o...Congratulations on changing your day into a good one after the B/P episode in the morning! That's hard stuff. <br /><br />I totally relate to the paragraph about feeling like you can't handle feelings. I get so overwhelmed with my feelings. I feel like they are going to last forever so I just shut down and shut them out (or B/P, restrict, etc.)<br /><br />Way to go for your realization!!!!Khttps://www.blogger.com/profile/02777608805308517582noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1780058410537977838.post-38772111879711814552009-08-27T11:02:58.907-07:002009-08-27T11:02:58.907-07:00Thanks for your comments, everyone!
I'm glad I...Thanks for your comments, everyone!<br />I'm glad I'm not alone in this.<br /><br />Ugh, I still feel so sick. Unfortunately I didn't remember to eat bland food for lunch. Spinach salad with dried cranberries, pumpkin seeds, and vinegrette. I think I ate this because I was feeling ok before lunch, but after I ate I started feeling sooo yucky. I don't know what the deal is! I'm SHURE I'm not preggers, of that's what you are thinking. It's just that every time I have eaten for the last 2 days I have felt sick. I wonder what the deal is.lisalisahttps://www.blogger.com/profile/03506556513672749033noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1780058410537977838.post-50609335919986862482009-08-27T10:02:53.228-07:002009-08-27T10:02:53.228-07:00I'm so happy that you're not taking an all...I'm so happy that you're not taking an all-or-nothing approach to recovery. You binged/purged, got back up, and kept going! That is the difference between someone who is making progress and someone who's not (who can get back up and keep going and who lets it spiral? - does that make sense)<br /><br />It's a great realization you had! I'm sure you're not alone in being afraid of your emotions. Haha - sometimes I think I'm afraid of "hungry." I guess hungry isn't an emotion but it happens a lot where I feel that general "uneasiness" and then I'm like "what's wrong?!" And I realize I'm hungry. <br /><br />I'm so glad your therapist knows her stuff!<br /><br />I'd say keep the pressur off yourself. You wrote at the end of the post "What if I run back to ED?" WEll, if you do, you do... and then you'll turn around and go the other way. Try not to worry so much about what might happen. Just think about the current day.now.is.nowhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/05102652111745735039noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1780058410537977838.post-35746577534174890212009-08-27T08:42:23.955-07:002009-08-27T08:42:23.955-07:00i hear you on being afraid of your emotions - that...i hear you on being afraid of your emotions - that is really something i am working on. my T has had me set-up safety nets so that i know i will not be buried by emotions ... i know the people i can call, and they know that they are on my call list if i feel overwhelmed. she has also given me exercises to relax myself.<br />most important thing is that i have them all written down (even in numerical order of what to try) so that when i am in the moment and cannot remember what to do it is spelled out right in front of me.<br /><br />let me know what you come up with with your T - i am always looking for ways to handle emotion well. and ... SO GLAD you like your new T ... that is SO important!Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1780058410537977838.post-55004068700117086782009-08-27T08:28:04.718-07:002009-08-27T08:28:04.718-07:00Yep, it's nice to know that some of them know ...Yep, it's nice to know that some of them know something isn't it? Yay for dinner and not purging it. I know what you mean about the emotions. I ate so I would not have to think or feel them. Now that I'm allowing some of them in it make's me feel totaly out of control. Totaly sucks, but I want to feel something. After 15+ years it might be time.<br /><br />Keep doing well today. I hope your not sick! If you are don't cough on the keyboard and spread it to us! :-)Eating With Othershttps://www.blogger.com/profile/07885274679677042833noreply@blogger.com