tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1780058410537977838.post5610095489273052910..comments2023-11-03T08:47:31.579-07:00Comments on this girl's life: The Curious Case of the Missing Ativanlisalisahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03506556513672749033noreply@blogger.comBlogger5125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1780058410537977838.post-70663143651568299792010-04-03T05:19:56.862-07:002010-04-03T05:19:56.862-07:00You know... the only thing that I want you to do i...You know... the only thing that I want you to do is stop being sooo hard on yourself! Seriously. Like what happened wasn't great or ideal, that is clear and obvious... but you seem to hate yourself soooo very much and that makes me sad. I understand it on the one hand, I'm pretty sure I'd be feeling really similar... but hun, you don't need or deserve the beating you gave yourself!<br /><br />I read the newer post... how did things turn out?? How are you??<br /><br />Thinking of you lots and ltos xoxoTelstaarhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/04551330755337480779noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1780058410537977838.post-32283214256251647532010-04-02T18:38:32.432-07:002010-04-02T18:38:32.432-07:00You are not a dumbass. And Ativan will totally do ...You are not a dumbass. And Ativan will totally do that to you (make you forget). Like how I totally forgot that I told my boss my suicidal thoughts til HR was calling me and my emergency contact the next morning and putting me on medical leave! And I have NO clue how much I took, or if I drank with it. :\ Not really a good situation. Try not to be down on yourself for this. And good for you for being honest with everyone.Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1780058410537977838.post-91340510185382843492010-04-02T12:31:32.718-07:002010-04-02T12:31:32.718-07:00I just got the privlegde of being the keeper of my...I just got the privlegde of being the keeper of my benzos back...Its nothing to be ashamed of...I would take my "daily dose's" at once in the evening so I could "sleep"...apparently I did that one night forgot and took my second round of "daily dose's" not a good thing...i only realized because my i ran out of my pills 1 day before i should have when i had to call my pdoc and tell her i needed a new script a day early she was skeptical (im only given 2 weeks worth at a time) I had to confess to my self medicating and thus lost the priviledge of being the keeper of my pills....no shame sweety...it happens to the best of us...good job on being honest!Zenahttps://www.blogger.com/profile/03857291235181694200noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1780058410537977838.post-70707072236837738462010-04-02T11:48:50.639-07:002010-04-02T11:48:50.639-07:00I have little pill box's with the day's of...I have little pill box's with the day's of the week on it. If that day is empty I stop. Of course that was the only way I could remember. Yesterday I took double the amount of viatamines that I was supposed to.Eating With Othershttps://www.blogger.com/profile/07885274679677042833noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1780058410537977838.post-13158398183051605812010-04-02T10:44:21.220-07:002010-04-02T10:44:21.220-07:00Good that you're going to be honest with your ...Good that you're going to be honest with your doctor, I always find it hard to control the amount I take. I stole my Dad's temazipan, not really knowing that much about it except it sent me to sleep and didn't look it up until I'd been taking it for three weeks, only to find it's highly addictive. <br />Love Battle xxxbattleinmindhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/13575530463833872387noreply@blogger.com