tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1780058410537977838.post6378291260243139602..comments2023-11-03T08:47:31.579-07:00Comments on this girl's life: bad day hellolisalisahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03506556513672749033noreply@blogger.comBlogger7125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1780058410537977838.post-90850679144489697422011-03-01T07:59:53.510-08:002011-03-01T07:59:53.510-08:00hey, thanks again for the comment. the risk of li...hey, thanks again for the comment. the risk of liver damage with senna is shown after 9-12 months. i don't use biscodyl because there are too many interactions and contraindications. i'm sure my blood work will be fine. i have love liver and kidney functions my last admission but it corrected itself and i barely took laxatvies while i was there. i just feel like i'm unbeatable.<br /><br />yes i remember the terry shiavo case very well. i followed it closely and my family knows i don't want to be left in a PVS. if it's just food and water i need then those things can be arranged but i won't rely on life support. and yes, to be in a PVS even needing just fluid and food would be horrible but maybe the part of my brain that's all messed up would be damaged and i wouldn't know and would just smile like terry and show enjoyment of the little things. BUT that is not going to happen. i'll be honest with my GP today for as much as he asks. i don't think i'll be volunteering much info. i'm so scared of being certified over nothing.<br /><br />anyway, i hope your week is looking up. xxoxoflaweddesignhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/02646885081594051722noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1780058410537977838.post-64121701264838121162011-02-28T09:58:53.637-08:002011-02-28T09:58:53.637-08:00I hope that you're feeling better today!! I a...I hope that you're feeling better today!! I also have always wondered why these sorts of things interfere with mealtime... but you did great to find something to distract yourself, even if it did make you more sad. I think that anyone reading your blog can see that you're a GREAT mother. In order for anyone to leave a comment that says otherwise, they must not have read very many entries -- maybe not even more than the one on which they commented. I can see where someone who reads an entry that says you have an ED and kids might get some wild idea that you "can't be the best mother while you have an ED." You are a great mother, you fight your ED and it doesn't control your life -- you do. I think your daughters have a very strong mother to look to up to, and that makes you a great mom and a great role model for them. I'm sure that you and Chris will make up too. ((Hugs))krishttps://www.blogger.com/profile/02970254025864615280noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1780058410537977838.post-26568787686110053902011-02-27T16:13:40.238-08:002011-02-27T16:13:40.238-08:00Oh Lisa! I'm sorry things are rough. But you a...Oh Lisa! I'm sorry things are rough. But you are not a bad mom; you are a wonderful mom!!! I can just tell how much you care about them. Try to not be so hard on yourself.<br /><br />It will get better. You have been doing wonderfully. And I'm sure you and Chris will make up. :)<br /><br />*Hugs*<br />AngelaAngela Elain Gambrelhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/08199876962091491591noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1780058410537977838.post-23985858064251096192011-02-27T12:56:38.246-08:002011-02-27T12:56:38.246-08:00I wish I could have been more help last night when...I wish I could have been more help last night when we talked... I'm sorry you were feeling so horrible. I didn't realize it was THIS bad. When we feel bad, it's hard not to let those bad thoughts just spiral out of control. Hello depression, how are you, asshole? I know that once I get upset, I just find more and more shit to add to the pile of shittiness until I feel like I'm in a bottomless pit of despair. I hope that you were able to sleep OK and feel a little recharged today. Sometimes sleep and a new day "reboot" me and it's the only thing that works.<br /><br />You are a great mom. I know it.Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1780058410537977838.post-32397771135674566722011-02-27T07:39:16.827-08:002011-02-27T07:39:16.827-08:00sorry you're having a crappy day. hopefully t...sorry you're having a crappy day. hopefully today looks brighter. amazing how those ED thoughts can just creep in at any opportunity. you are NOT a bad mom. you do give your girls everything you can and that's what matters. all they really need from you is food, shelter, and love...unconditional love. and i know you give them that.<br /><br />i hope your 'thing' is resolved soon.<br /><br />take care.flaweddesignhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/02646885081594051722noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1780058410537977838.post-62072818863272815002011-02-27T03:33:53.963-08:002011-02-27T03:33:53.963-08:00It'll get better. Just chalk it up to a rubbis...It'll get better. Just chalk it up to a rubbish day. You'll drive yourself mad otherwise.The Girl From Back Thenhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/01686813455208322055noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1780058410537977838.post-89268553572720138812011-02-26T23:41:29.695-08:002011-02-26T23:41:29.695-08:00I'm sorry you are feeling so low right now. It...I'm sorry you are feeling so low right now. It sucks and as you know have recently been struggling but for different reasons. I hope you sort things out with your hubby and you start to feel a little better. Be gentle with yourself.<br />*hugs*<br />SarahSairshttps://www.blogger.com/profile/09110575221596955775noreply@blogger.com