rant

WARNING- TRIGGERING!


If recovery is so great, why do i feel so shitty!? Why do i feel like i want to come out of my skin, every second of every day that i am at a "healthy weight" ? And every time i look in the mirror, i fell like iv'e had the wind knocked out of me! It's like a slap in the face! I'm sick of it. I feel like iv'e been duped! I could have been losing weight this whole time; i could be thin and happy right now! Instead i am distgustingly, horribly fat! aaaarrrgh!


(dont say i didnt warn you)