I am sitting in bed with my laptop and a bottle of Powerade. Just feeling crappy, physically and emotionally. Chris and the girls are at a church thing and I am all alone.
I feel so alone.
I think I am depressed because my Pristiq has not been getting absorbed. Ever since I have been sick it has been passing right through me. Not just the shell or capsule. The whole pill. Don't ask me how I know this. Just trust me, I know.
Ugh I feel like even that was TMI. *shiver*
So besides being sick I am going through med withdrawl which is not fun. I just feel sad and disconnected from everything. I am lonely right now so i am reading everyones blogs so that kind of helps. But I wish I could have a REAL conversation with one of you RIGHT NOW. I want someone to sit down next to me, someone who really understands, and take my hand, and tell me that it's ok. I'm just really hurting right now.
If you read my blog but don't usually comment (or if you do), now would be a great time leave a few words. It would really mean alot to me.
Judgement and Regrets
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