arrgh! I woke up at 4 this morning feeling sick to my stomach. I don't know what the deal is!
So, we got a car yesterday. It is a chrysler pacifica. I guess it is a crossover, like kind of between a station wagon and an suv. It is definitaly the nicest car I have ever had. It was 7300 so we had to get a car loan, but we had 3000 to put down so the loan is not that big. Still, it is the first time I have had a car loan so I was a bit freaked out about it.
The proccess of buying the car was relatively hassle-free. So why was I so stressed out yesterday? I eventually had to take a seroquel and go to bed early. I couldn't even drive the car that I was so excited to get! It seems like whenever there is any major change, even if it is a GOOD change, I get super stressed out and shut down. It's like I cant handle anything anymore.
Baby is doing great! He has already started to gain a little weight and I haven't seen him chew on his hair since his teeth were clipped. It's funny, I didn't realize how much i loved that little furball until this crisis happened :).
Well, that's about it. On the ED front, there has been a little purging but not too much. Weight is stable somehow in spite of all the nausea and I have mixed feelings about that. I did go to the gym yesterday for the first time in like 2 weeks and got SO nauseated on the treadmill. It felt like motion sickness or something. But still, i am paying for that stupid membership so I am going to try to go more often. I am going to really try to cut back on the diet pop and coffee and just drink water and tea so maybe that will help.
I guess since I am up I will shower and go to early church. Hope you all have a great day!
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